i wanna change
they say "change means to have a chance"
so maybe i will change myself
oh,and one thing,i want to try to write fiction
feel free to give me feedback anytime  :)

sumpah man,aku gak kuat liat mukamu..
cantik ; i agree
manis ; i agree
aaa,, ><
you're the best even i was nothing for you

*syairsendu

kali ini aku merasakan bagaimana jeritan orang yang berteriak dan bernyanyi,
berharap mendapatkan pujaan hati.
kali ini ku kan tahu kau tak ada disini,
dan lain hari bersama mentari,
sepi tanpa kau disini.

to opium

swear,i cant face the truth! ><
kamu tahu apa yang aku sesali hari ini? (terutama sore tadi?)
1. aku menyesal membeli pulsa untuk sms kamu
2. aku menyesal sms kamu
3. aku menyesal bertanya "nonton sama sapa?"
4. aku menyesal berniat nggombal
5. aku menyesal mengetahui kamu dengan dirinya

Seorang temanku berkata, “Tak ada gunanya menunggu sesorang yang telah menutup pintu hatinya untuk kita!”
Tetapi aku berkata, “Aku akan selalu menantinya bro!”
Dia membalas, “For what?! She has a boy friend now! You make your way when she got another way!”
“Gosh! I made my own decision and I’m proud of it!” aku berteriak padanya.
“I just don’t want you be mad,and I can’t see you sobbing about her.” Temanku berkata demikian lalu meninggalkanku didalam kelas dengan hati yang semakin gundah.

to opium

i dream about you
in my dream i see you in white dress with red blood stiletto
you wear a beautiful necklace with ruby eye
i can't make my move
i can't move my gaze
in every step you look more beautiful than every women in this world
suddenly,Lucifer take me into heaven and i lost my sight
but,i promise to come back for you

to opium

man,what can i do for now?!
she owned by a man with different religion
and she love him too

you know,
as long as i can be her friend i'm happy,
but if i can choose between these choices :
1. be her boy friend
2. be her best pal
I'm definitely sure choose BEST PAL!

because I know I can hurt her feeling if I be her boyfriend.
BUT! i can't face the fate that someone own my friend!
then,I just pray to God she will walk on The Way.
hope she never fall.
and if she need someone who accompany her in the darkness,I WILL accompany her.
amen +