My Ramble

i feel like in trance,

my mind think all of these are daydream

but i try to believe it's real! (shout)

tell me

yell me

bash me

why i become like this???? :'(

yeah this year is ours! (shoulder slump)

but my point is...

have you ever heard "waver" word???

it means "Become unsteady or unreliable or unsure" (thanks to Google)

yep,it's me (for now)

right now i'm wavering :(

i fallen too deep and became a hardcore (my friend dont like this word so you can replace it with "acute") sone

i ship them

i adore them

i idolize them

and it's two way

as many others call it "reciprocate"

they give me strength

they give me hope

they give me happiness

i feel blissful at that time

But then,

i feel lost from them

i cant find my next step

nor where i should heading

i contact my fellow

asking for accompany

to sharing and caring

but still

i feel lost

i'm beyond ready to do anything

even it need me to fall more deeper

i'm willing to reach the bottom

to the deepest side

so i can brace myself

i miss those time

when i strugle in day

and cherish anything in night

but now everything i'd done is vague

i cant see clearly

they say lighthouse towering and shining

piercing how foggy it is

moreover in the darkness

i am a sone

i am their wish

now i wish for them

to stay together

so i can hang on them

along with every burden i bring